It's been a year since I've done this. This is not an apology.
Occasionally (and especially recently, probably why I'm here now) I get a yearning to blog, some spark of an idea... Often as not, I've told myself that it's either too personal, or that what I really should ("should" - a dangerous word) be doing is writing in my own private journal. I haven't made a regular practice of that in over a decade, probably, unless you count knocking out a dozen or so pages every winter when I go on retreat.
The year included Dad's steep decline in health and his death. Simultaneously, a deep and shattering heartbreak over the death of a dear friendship. I took on a half-dozen projects at church, all of which were pretty much abandoned while I tended to the first two matters. I thought I found a new job - and then discovered I hadn't. This broke my Spirit more than my heart, I think.
Recently, I've picked up some of the pieces. I've been able to work on most of the church projects, hopefully without disappointing too many people. This one is the biggest, and in some ways it is also the loneliest.
For now, I'll not change any of the formatting/colors, etc. Of course I love to do that, but it is not the reason I'm back, and this looks fine to me for now.
Anyway, I'm back. We'll see how it goes.
